There is something I want to clarify that I said in an earlier post. I said I was not a good husband, father, or friend. This does not mean that I intentionally mistreated my family of friends. I did not run around on my wife, or hit her, or get drunk, or spend us into the poor house, beat animals, or make a total jerk of myself or them in public. In fact I worked hard, tried to keep us afloat with the little we had coming in, and keep a good social persona. I am not a self motivating person, and with ADD, working hard was very draining. When I came home, I was tired and would retreat into my cone of isolation, plugging into the TV or immerse my self on the computer. After all I deserved it. This left my wife and son without the emotional contact they deserved and sometimes needed. But I was selfish, thinking of my needs over their's. The ones that should have gotten the very best, actually got the least. As far as my friends and relatives went, I put very little effort into maintaining the ties that make relationships strong. I'm sorry all of you deserved better.
With the advent of the new year I will try to do better.
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UNTIL next TIME... The BEGGAR'S APPRENTICE
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